This is a bad time in my life. Being sorry and being sad - to hell with it)
I've met some serious trouble over at the college and the StartUp as well. It's not going well and, honestly, it's not the difficulties of coming across something new every single step but the sheer amount of talking that's involved!
I don't know but talking has always sapped my energy, I really need some time to spend alone, doing something I really enjoy. Everyone around me recharges by being with people and that's something I admire but it's not really my kind of thing. Well, I do need to figure out something to reduce the amount of "talking" ( really, confirmations etc ) that are required of me, of course, that's not to say that I don't like the exchange of ideas but sometimes, as they say, "Activity is mistaken for Improvement"! I look forward to finding new ways to minimize the time of these meetings and to make them all the more effective at the same time.
Sleep deprived, one of the side effects of working hard and having a long commuting time! Oh, usually I sleep a lot, it's a good thing but yes, I could really do with the art of mastering powernaps. But as someone who still is very much of a learner, sleeping can't really do me harm can it? In fact quite the opposite as all evidence points.
Oh, the college troubles...right;p
Actually, it so happened that the flunks I've had over the last couple of years are coming back to bite me in the pants and my degree really is on the line. I wouldn't have cared much were in the first or second year. But being so so close to the mythical end, I'd rather have the thing completed first
I seriously have a severe nervous breakdown, atleast on the edge whenever I see the ExamStorm approaching. I really don't like this entire exams things and honestly this is the same reason why in all the interview I'll be taking in future would be open book interviews. Trust me it's not so much as the knowledge that counts but the attitude and approach. Oh, that's still a bit further ahead in future though.
Well, it's gonna be fine - I know;p
It's always fine, Seasons come and pass us by. Sometimes all one needs to do is just to sit by with patience and admire the view. Beautiful, isn't it?
I've recently come across these two wonderful quotations, which cross my mind time and again.
"There are no victims in life, only volunteers"
" Pain is inevitable - Suffering is optional"